It's no picnic when you go home

I imagined that I would come home and everything will be the same as it was before more or less. you can learn from my mistakes one of which was hiring a professional firm to clean my house and put some new carpets in the living room and bedroom unfortunately they also took my clothes out of the wardrobe in my bedroom and they put them on the floor in the back bedroom in fact they were thrown onto the floor my jewelry my rings disappears but I can't say they have been stolen becaus they might be somewhere I have not yet found them although that seems increasingly unlikely. the joy of being at home has been diminished because I'm not being able to quickly sort things out one problem is my eyesight which is not good I have been ill several times. I just hate the way my bedroom is. I have lost some new shoes my feet are deformed by rheumatoid arthritis and I cannot find the largest shoes I bought before I was ill it's also difficult losing a lot of your family. but despite these problems I think I did the right thing. people have better health when they're living their own home and they live longer. of course I've been unfortunate the person that I chose was recommended by the Social services one job was all she had done for them I've learnt my lesson that you can't trust everybody you meet especially when they will be in your house when you are not there when you are not there. I now understand the temptation. but it's been very painful