Steroids in the hospital and wanting to die
I'm in the hospital again I am finding it very very difficult they give me high doses of steroids hi doses of steroids which seem to prevent me from sleeping and made me very agitated and wild. one of the worst experiences of my life and what I'm afraid of even more is that it made me feel that I wanted to go home and die. I have never felt like that before I had this feeling all nice and day for more than a week until it eventually put it on me and gave me something to help me to sleep but even so it's traumatized me even now I'm not sure what I will do because the prospect of coming in again into early and goingeven now I'm not sure what I will do because the prospect of coming in again into early and going through all the sort of thing is overwhelming me now and I can't think about it