It was like being in a giant mouse trap
looking back what this experience in the nursing home seemed like it was like being caught in a Giant mouse trap or it was like being under a bell jar as in the novel by Sylvia plath the carers were the nicest people on the whole. many of them gave a lot of love to me but the residenclts was the lowest of the loq the nurses were regarded like gods and work really able to spend any time with anyone having to keep records and having to keep records and give out the medication several times a day the food was often pork and if you didn't like that and didn't eat much of it there was no alternative generally by that point though sometimes I just said could I have a sandwich I went down two dress sizes hungry and unable to sleep much at least I wasn't tied to the wall with a rope