A lot to think about : Wandering through a Care Home

Now more than 2 years have passed by since I left the nursing home and return to my own house. and I know realise it's like when you break your leg it may heal quite well that will always be accepting in thwill never be the same as it was before. that is very hard for me to accept I thought it will be like a seamless garment in reality this is my torrent garment that seems like a torn garment history sewed together. and neighbours friends and neighbours have died and people have arrived and I am so different that even the ones who were friendly with me before seem to be suspicious now the worst part is that I feel I was treated by the woman who prepared to house for me. there's been a lot of pain of all kinds since I have broken my wrist and have had sepsis twice but despite that when I sit here in the evening with the lamps that and I look at the pictures on the wall I feel very happy moreover despite my health problems they're not as bad as if I wouldn't have remain...